Saturday, November 24, 2007

I Did It!

I did it! I successfully began to conquer my fear of heights. (I say began because I'm sure that it's not completely conquered yet) Yesterday B & B2 were down to help me with stuff that's difficult for me to do alone such as cutting wood, cleaning gutters, taking out A/C units that are too big to lift alone. We got wood cut and stacked, as well as taken to the burn pile out behind the barn. We also got the big A/C unit out of my bedroom window and hauled to the barn. That left finishing up cleaning out the gutters to do - it had been started a couple of weeks ago with the front of the house being done. The back sides required a bigger ladder that I don't own - we were able to borrow one. Anyway...we sent Son2 and B2 up the ladder to the roof to start that process. They stayed up there working until both were complaining that their hands were cold at which point they came down and went to warm up. I was the only one willing to attempt to go up the ladder to take over - Son1 is more afraid of heights than I am and B needed to stay down to hold the ladder and run the hose. So I climbed up and finished the one side, then crawled/scooched over the top of the roof to the remaining side to work on that one. I was unwilling to stand up and walk on the roof but wasn't too terrified otherwise. And I was able to get down without the fire department having to be called! So growth is happening in this area.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yoo-hoo! I was in the field with an Army Dentist who was deathly afraid of heights. On one day, we were expected to repel down a tower. She couldn't climb up it. Her legs went numb and refused to work by the time she was on the third rung of the ladder, but the hauled her up with a rope and she did it... she climbed down the wall.

I can still see the smile on her face when she faced her fear... I bet you had the same ear-to-ear grin!

Gina said...

WAY TO GO MAMA!!!! I'm so proud of you!!! Now...maybe you and B can help ME face my fears of heights. I HATE HEIGHTS!!!! Love you!