Time

Well I skipped Bible study tonight for a number of reasons not least of which is that I'm fighting a headache. I won't be able to see to stitch at all this evening I don't think. May scrap some though. The house is quiet as I got a ride for the boys - Son1 is enjoying participating in the study. The couple who picked them up for me (who's sons I've watched for part of this weekend and part of last weekend) pushed abit for me to go - wondered if it was a good thing for me to have time alone where I could potentially brood and get more depressed. What he doesn't understand is that if I don't have regular time alone - where I don't have to be on the go, working or otherwise busy things just overwhelm me that much more - especially if the house is a mess to start with. This week is shaping up to be extremely excessively busy - I expect to be gone most of hte day tomorrow and Tuesday. Wednesday Son1 leaves on a retreat for school - I don't have stuff scheduled during the day that I know of - that day or Thursday. Thursday evening Son2 and I will be out at our Grief group - that's a good thing. Friday...I don't know what's on the schedule except that Son1 will be home again - and that it will be 4 years since my husband died. I actually have a vague feeling that I will have something going on that night but no idea what. On the one hand, it seems like it's got to be longer than 4 years since he was gone. On the other hand, it almost seems like just last month. I still haven't been able to start albums for the boys about their dad - I would love to have someone come beside me and help with that. Son1 will be starting high school next year - his dad would be proud of him I think. Alright...any other thoughts I had to write about are gone.